confidence/comfort zones

Hey I am Shelby and I am basically forever absent on here
Just kidding! I am back in November. Welcome to the blog where everything is made up and the points don't matter. Yes, yes I did just steal a 'Whose line' reference. Ten points to anyone who can guess what I am about to say next.

Life is too short to not be happy. Live for what makes you smile and keeps you pushing yourself every day. I have learned over these past couple of months that you really are responsible for your own happiness and sometimes, part of being happy and finding what makes us feel that way comes with stepping out of our comfort zone.

So what make me happy?

• Endorphins. 

I am exactly four weeks away from my 5k but my shins hurt too bad to try to run anymore. Shin splints are no joke which is another reason why I gave up running in the first place. Hoever, I will slowly continue on like the turtle that I am just so I can roll around on some bounce houses.
Seriously, if some of you guys aren't there to see me on race day then you will be missing out on some cheap entertainment.
At this point I really just want a big ol' cheat day. I am counting down the days until Thanksgiving so I can shove some mashed potatoes and pie in my mouth.

• Lifting heavy. 

Remember the last blog where I said I had no idea what I was doing when it came to weight training? Well forget that. I definitely have an idea now. Is it healthy to be so obsessed with lifting heavy? OBSESSED!
I am no where near ready for a meet yet but it is on my list for next year. New year, new goal. I have my work cut out for me. I pulled 225 as of today and while my head is still reeling from the huge PR feeling, I really have to fix my form...err...legs. They bow....Bad. But I didn't use wraps or a belt so, small brag because most girls are all about the belts(not that it has anything to do with legs, just throwing it out there). I have been and always will be a stubborn mule though so I will hold off for as long as possible. Basically just have to put in more core work and as for the legs...ughhh. I have no clue. HELP! I'm super pigeon toed too so my legs naturally turn in but I constantly force them out daily. Damn you mother. Love you!

• My child

She is my wild place and cheap entertainment. She constantly amazes me every day with her growth and learning.
Everyone please excuse me as I cry the rest of this month because my child will be two and that's not okay. Two. Holy crap they are suppose to grow up but maybe not so fast.
Every month flew by this past year and these last couple of months have been a life changer. From changes in the home, family life, work, and friends. I'm worn out. (DING) vacation please.

• Friends

My best friend and other half of me is allegedly moving to Idaho. Apparently that is where I will be vacationing next year. I suppose I do need to get out to the Western states finally. His moving means new vacation destinations for me and I love a good road trip. I've never been further West than South Dakota. Please let me know if you would like to drive with me. I know all of the words to Bohemian Rhapsody and yes I will be playing it.

In all seriousness ya'll, we need to slow down a little bit. I didn't exactly want to touch on the world events in my blog but I can't help but keep the thoughts with me as I type. Start stepping out of your comfort zone and find what you love before you wish you had. Be confident in your abilities and proud of your accomplishments.

-Nystrom and Nugget.